This was not the best idea I ever had, but it got me out again. I haven’t been taking picture for the blog in quite a while and it felt awkward – I did not know what to do anymore, the weather
was is grey and with this new style that comes creeping into my wardrobe a lot of the old poses don’t work anymore either! However it also felt wonderful to get photos of an outfit I really enjoy and not just leave the house to go to uni. Of course, I would have preferred pictures with roots that aren’t basically to my ears already, but that’s better than nothing, I’d say.
I think I mentioned that on Instagram some time ago, but I do not feel very comfortable in most novelty prints anymore, many of them just don’t feel like me anymore. It also has to do with the fact that I do not feel that comfortable in a petticoat all the time. Sometimes, for sure, but not the way I wore a midcentury dress with a petti around a year ago – I don’t feel comfortable in “modern” fashion either (to be honest, I have no idea what is trendy at the moment – which you probably realised from me using the word trendy), but I will talk about that another day (okay, I promised that for weeks now, but one day….!). Anyway this print however is exactly what I like at the moment – okay, it’s not subdued enough, still it is adorable and I think the shorter length adds to that, too. It’s dinosaurs, and not in an overly childish kind of way (you know, one trillion colours and very plastic, comic shapes – which is fine, but just not for me), so of course I’m smitten. Since I first saw Jurassic Park (well, actually the first one for me was Jurassic World – shamme on me), dinosaurs fascinated me – but it wasn’t just a quick interest, but a long-lasting one, a passion which I hope to turn into a profession one day. To me it feels like the geosciences study is truly the right thing, and I’m so excited for my first paleo classes (next year I think). It’s immensly fascinating and it works well with my personality if that makes sense.
I mean, I don’t always succeed and I’m not super strict, but I try to live a somewhat ethical, enviromentally friendly life. There is a lot I still want to change about my ways, but learning about all this helps motivate me, too. You also know I have been very ecclectic over the years and I still have dozens of interest, but I also feel them boiling down to a few subjects that really fascinate me. And I’m sure they will change over time again, but for now that also makes me feel more at ease. What truly helped with that – and I know that’s kind of cheesy – was reading the Moomins again. There are so many subtle lessons in these stories about collecting and owning, things and experiences, all that and it really made me think again. Over Christmas break I plan on getting rid of a lot of stuff – donate clothes, sell stuff on ebay etc – because I don’t want to travel with baggage that heavy anymore. While I’m already drifting into that spiritual/esoteric speres, I also want to write that I felt a deep connection with Snufkin the wanderer who made my wanderlust even stronger again. After reading this book again I also want to look for a light, small tripod and get out into the woods more often again to breathe (and take my own photos).
Dress – handmade | Brooch – erstwilder (old, but I think you can find the erstwilder dinosaurs pretty easy on various partner sites.) | Tights – ModCloth (old) | Shoes – amazon (old) | Necklace – schmuckrausch | Rings – six | Lipstick – Pretty Zombie Cosmetics in Dahlia