While I write this post my main worry (besides finding Christmas presents) is to decide on my what I want to do with my life – now that sounds very dramatic. But isn’t the choice of what you study at university just that? Sure, you can change your subject and I’m very young, even though I make a pause of one year, but still. I tend to worry about unimportant things a lot, so when something actually is important, I might fall into a state of panic. And my favourite subject of panic is the future. I’m a very passionate and sensitive person, but I loose interest in things just as easily and especially a job at an office would probably bore me after a few days. But things changing all the time are very exhausting to me after while as well, especially when it has to do with people.
I think I mentioned it before that librarian is one of my ideas (the other being palaeonlogy), because I think books are such a big part of daily life and it would be great to help people with finding a great book. Or working in the library of a museum. That must be quite calming as well, not too many people and instead surrounded by books.
To me that dress has something serious, like a cliché librarian or secretary. And I kind of like that. But then again plid in general is fantastic, serious yet always chic. So I walked through Ulm with High Heels, which wasn’t a good idea because there are cobbles all over that town even my dear Lessing couldn’t help me with being comfortable. But at least I looked chic, even though I’m always a bit self-conscious with tight dresses. I’m mean the more I wear them, the less I mind. And I really like the cut and how soft the fabric is. So for a while I’m a librarian – thinking of something, I actually was a librarian wwhen I was about ten, because I made library cards for all of my friend, wrote down what they borrowed, recommended things and I think I might have added some goodies.